September 29, 2001  
dammit i'm pissed off. I just wrote a really long, informative, smart sounding, (you get the idea) entry and my gay-ass, ancient piece of shit excuse for a computer froze.
I'll try to recollect what I wrote now, but it won't be the same, as I'm somewhat angrier now.

today has been a big day and I'm starting to think if it would have been better if I had just stayed in Dromana till Sunday or even Friday as the original plan was. I came home early because I was supposed to go to the show, but on friday arvo, he (name not given for privacy reasons... also legal, y'know he has enough stalkers as it is) got very sick, something bad about his throat or whatnot and cancelled for saturday. I'm a bit bummed about that, but hey theres always next year. Besides, I don't have much money to spend anyway.
To update you since the last entry, yes as you have probably already gathered, I did end up going to Dromana with my friend but came back Wednesday because I missed alot of people.
Today is a big day for the civillians of melbourne, it was that time of year again to act all patriotic for your team, either Essendon or Brisbane Lions. Brisbane Lions won, but I wasn't there. There were hardly any cars, they were probably all at home watching the game. Heh, Aussie Rules. How ridiocolously patriotic is that of Australians to actually call a game "Aussie Rules". one word: stupid.
Of course, my family, being the ockas they are, were all out celebrating the last match of the year where fully grown men run around in short shorts, whilst 91,482 people (sorry, channel 7 informed me) crammed into a stadium, paying more then $100 each to yell.
I think I may be one of the only people in Australia not only not be interested in the game, but actually fall asleep in the last quarter of it. I think in my dreams I had Bruce McCavaney commentating on how stupendisiouly great football is. If you want information from less of a cynic then myself then myself and probably more accurate too, go the AFL website.
I think my Dad works for them. Sounds familiar.

Tell you what was fun today. Because the weather was great, my friend and I after seeing American Sweethearts went to the beach down the road, and originally were going to just wade about ankle depth. But before you could say "I love my football" I was down to waist level. Then she accidentally fell forwards and was drenched. So me, being me, pondered if I would get arrested for walking/wading through water in my bra, and theres only one way to see if I can, so I did exactly that, but got some funny stares from people, knowing it was a bra because it was too silky to be bathers. I'm sick of hearing techno. I'm now in the mood for hearing "Teenager of the year" by Lotel.
Maybe thats because I found out one of my friends has been cutting her wrists and throwing up to get skinnier to impress her boyfriend. Bah, I tried to tell her its stupid to starve yourself to look like barbie just to "impress the boys" and that he wouldn't have started going out with you if he didn't like the way you are, but she didn't take it.
She's a very smart girl, not to mention wet-your-pants type of funny, but she needs to learn a few things about the world.

Ok, to finish off this rather lovely and inciteful entry, I'm just gonna give you the basics of what happed when in the last week since I previously wrote
sunday - went to dromana
monday - went swimming and bought a pink jumper
tuesday - shopped and ate alot of sugar
wendesday - came home and went to his house
thursday - reconciled with one of my friends and saw "fast and the furious" in the city, then slept over at her house
friday - went to the city, met friends friend. other friend slept over.
saturday - supposed to go to show, but didn't. grand final day. saw "american sweethearts" went to beach.
September 23, 2001  
Hmph, thats all I can say. I'm waiting at home patiently with bags all packed up ready to go for when my dad comes home so he can drive me to dromana. he said he'd be about an hour but knowing him it'll probably take 2 to drag him away from his beloved footy club. bugger that. I'm supposed to be going to Dromana (anyone who lives in Melbourne, thats on the peninsula near Rosebud) with my friend and her family. The whole thing's pretty clumsily planned. I sorta asked her last Thursday if I can come, she said yeah, then on friday she gave me the details, and her family are going up on Saturday, but there isn't enough room in the car, so I said I'd get my Dad to drive me up on Sunday. They're going for 8 days but I have to come back early, cuz I previously promised to go to the show with my boyfriend, so I can't break that. Dad can't pick me up the night before for some strange reason, but on Wednesday, Amelia's Dad is driving back home during the day to check up on his work, so I'm coming back too.

Wait, I haven't got to the best bit yet, last night my sister had her 13th birthday party, and while she was cleaning up the house, she accidentally threw the piece of paper which had the info about the holiday house in it, and she's so blatantly selfish that shes not even bothering to look for it. I suppose I should look for it myself in the bin, but hey, I don't want to get my precious hands dirty do I? lol, so I'm getting my dad to do it when he comes back. For now, I'll just look on tables...
September 18, 2001  
hello who's reading this.
i haven't posted here in ages, and i can't be stuffed making a new blogger, so just pretend that this is a new diary. i wanted the name "story of a girl" but it was taken so I guess I'll have to do with cosmic.
This is going to be a updated-whenever-I-feel-like-it diary sort of thing, so that may mean I'll write in twice a day, every day, or I may not write in it for weeks on end. Please bear with me, not many people do, but if your interested in knowing about me, whatever reason you may have, just keep on, and give me support with my problems. I'll be venting most things in this diary, starting now...


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