July 19, 2004
I'm supposed to be on this diet thingy that I made up for the next few weeks but I haven't been able to stick to it well. I'm eating alot more fruits and vegies and doing exercise.. but I've also been smoking alot more, partially as an appetite suppressant. In the last hour alone, I've eaten garden salad, a fillet of chicken, small bit of casserole and a cheese and tomato jaffell.. i'm so full, and so sleepy I just think I may die. Eventually. Hopefully not soon.
In other news, it seems that showtime is trying to brainwash me. And they're doing a damn good job.
Jonathan Lipnicki, the little cutie from such movies as "The Little Vampire", "Stuart Little" and "Little Mike" he's accomplished his fair share of fame. He's just cute as and doesn't seem to age. Ohhhh !!! Eternal youth! Lets all be freaks and live forever!!!
I want a mouse like Stuart Little. What a champ, he could like steal good things and you could make him do naughty stuff like.... I don't know, I haven't got that figured out just yet.
On a serious note, after talking to a friend today trying to help them out with their troubles I came to a realisation. I don't have one person who I can call my absolute best friend. They might read this, I don't know. I have a few really close friends but not one person who I can confide in about everything, as well as be physically comfortable and content around them and with my body. I see that happening between two friends of mine, and I'll admit it does make me jealous of what they have, its so close. Its 7:41 pm and I'm really tired and I don't know why.
My job's pissing me off ... someone strategically placed the career part of the paper on my laundry.
Tact. Its all about the tact of this house.
And finally, here's a pretty picture of fire to keep anyone amused